Time changes everything, but you and me wont change

JASMINE.C
Hey hey. Also known as Yingxue.
I'm Eighteen,Private student. I'm Contented for what i have now. I'm in love with Owy& not forgetting my family. They're my prioty in my life .
-That's me


Owy My Boyfriend,Fianceee on 23jan'2011


He is someone i wanna spend with my whole life-time. we play,laugh,quarrell like other couples do. we share & overcome everything together. I love th way we're now. I Love him ,he loves me. Nothing will make us apart. He is my everything in my life<3

But i wont fade, cause i love you


Clara Cindi Chengyi Geokshan Geraldine huixuan Jieying Meiling rucui



“Is you gaveLOVE a meaning.”
December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011

30days of letters.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 || 8:15 PM

Day 01 -A person that have changed your life
Day 02 -Someone/something that has the biggest impact on you & why
Day 03 -Something you’re proud of
Day 04 -Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 05 -A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 06 -All about your family
Day 07 -Will your life change without your parents
Day 08 -Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 09 -Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 10 - A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 11 -What makes you different from everyone else
Day 12 -A letter to your parents
Day 13 -Who are you?
Day 14 -Your best friend
Day 15 -Your crushDay 16 -Your parents
Day 17 -Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 18 -Your dreams
Day 19 -Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 20 -Your favorite internet friend
Day 21 - Someone you wish you could meet
Day 22 -A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 23 -Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 24 -Someone you’ve drifted away from you
Day 25 -The person you miss the most
Day26 -The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 27 -The last person you kissed
Day 28 -Someone that changed your life
Day 29 -The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 -Your reflection in the mirror




shall write allthis in 30days :D
goodbye ! blog later on(Y) shall go bath now (: byeee !
imy & i do .

594 Days.
|| 6:21 AM



hello people ! :D uploaded two photo ! :D
& i'm so lost now , real lost. i really dont know what to do anymore .
seriously , i feel like giving up alr .not over r/s (FYI)
my mind is getting blanks everyday . every night , i look into th sky , tears would start rolling down my cheek .
i dont know what to do/say ! fuck it !
&& i off-ed my phone ! :D no one can contact me nor i contact people ! YAYYAY !
perharps this is th best i could dooooooooooooooooooooooo ! (Y)
so goodbye to my phone , hope my phone rest enough when i need to use it .
nothing much to post either .
FACING ALI sucks ! ._. dont watch it please !! to me it sucks :X
all those new movies i watched finish & now no cinema got th show i watched !
wait for new show to come in & i'll watch !! :D

some guys always think they big fuck.
if you dont have th money , than dont find girlf lah.
people boyf spend money on girls you jealous sibo?
you no girls to spend on or no money ? please lah dey.
open your big eyes lah hor ! FUCK OFF !
& dont be such a kpo to care about people r/s .
if not happy than ask him break lah , why talk there ? no use .
he wont know or see. so please open your fucking eyes .
if you want him to single than ask him break lah ok !
damn you.

593 Days.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 || 6:38 AM

hello , i am back to blogging ! (Y)
i dont feel happy this few days , many things keep running through my mind .
i keep wondering , will you ever say "break" ?
i keep wondering will , you ever say you aint fit to protect me & stuff.
i keep wondering will , you ever say you cant let me be wth you with many excuses ?
i'm so scare & stuff . but all i could do is keep all th words to myself & everything .
i can only smile & act like nothing happen be strong .
i always cry badly whenevver we quarrell .
my pillow always full of tears & i cry to sleep .
i keep thinking of how much i love you & i need you .
i relay on you , everything i do i think of you. you were always my everything .
you always do whatever for my best . you give me everything without fail . you never fail to give me anything i need . i wanan say thanks you deep from my heart. you're always th one i love & i need. all i wanted was you . i just hope to spend th rest of my time with you just you.
it's easy to say than to do . i jealous cause i care , i love ,i need your everything .
i want th whole world to know i love you hubby.
okay , lets stop my ranting ! (:


saw cindi & geokshan while outside ! :D
had my green milktea ! :D , my lunch .
i dont feel happy ! D: i seriously dont lorhs , sigh . i just need someone whom i can love & be with.
nothing is more important ! anyway , i'm fine with it .
if i'm alone , i'll just relay on myself. goodbye ! shall blog other days .

Monday, December 27, 2010 || 9:24 AM

i'll blog tomorrow (: i'm crying like a baby now .
i'm not happy (: shall make it a long post tomorrow .
so stay tune ! :D bye.

Sunday, December 26, 2010 || 7:56 AM

Hello ! :D i'm back. yes two photos today .
this is th memories i have now . photo is always stays but not people .
if passerby any comments , please leave your name , no nasty comments please.
if those kpo-es should know what i mean .
just photos , & it tells every single thing! (: i hope it'll stay forever.
&today i went malaysiaaa ! had seafood for dinner ! overall it cost like 220RM only !
so cheap & nice :D
bought a high waist pants & it's too small for me ! i wanna sell it away !
if interested do tell me, if you all wanan know . i will post up th photo ! (:
i'm home now & i'm stress for my private school . hopefully it'll sucess ! sigh.
i'm not in a mood now either. shall blog soon again :D
if onlyy......... D:

Friday, December 24, 2010 || 10:05 PM


hello i'm back again ! MERRY CHRISTMAS ! ^^
I'M BACK ! :D time to bloggggggg !
catch yogi bear & th ghost must be crazy movie yesterday !
one is in th evening & one is midnight movie !
yogi bear was dam cute lah ! i wanna watch again !!!!!
while for th gohst must be crazy got 2 part ! first part is quite scary for me ! ._. but is also super funny i swear ! part 2 is about a guy must married a ghost ! super funny not scary !
we watch midnight movie for this & th whole movie threater was like fulll !! laughter everywhere. & it ended like 1hr plus . than cab home (:
i wanan watch manymany moviess ! :D
& christmas eve was alright !
pool at dobhy instead of cine cause cine is like totally fulll ! ._.
& was alright just feel fuck up at a moment !
& in like 6days to 2011 ! :D this year time passes so fast lah !
&&&&& i'm taking O lvl !! stress! hopefully i can go to th poly i want in 2012 !
shall study super hard !
& i'm also getting my pay ! (Y)
i'm like gonna be broke sooon thats real soon ! i want my pay soon !
&& i'm taking private but i got friends & cousin to guide me for my studies !
know what , i'm gonna prove i'm like one year back but i'll study super hard for my everything .
managed to download movie to my iphone already , so i wont be bored in train.
shall stop here ! &&saturday & sunday i'm staying at home (:
shall have 2011 countdown & work first ! :D i'm moving office toooo ! (Y)
hopefully i cant get a dress again soon ! && new heels ! :D
i wanan throw away old clothes & all brand new clothes coming in ! :D
byeeeee ! blog other days , my head is super heavy now . (:
do tag my blog .

Thursday, December 23, 2010 || 6:47 AM

hello , new photo for th day ! :D
shall have new photo everyday ! (Y)
there are me , meiting , cindi ,meiling , cyndi ! :D
it was a fun outing that day ! (: hope to see them soon !
& it's gonna be christmas !! yeah , th new year is coming !!
ohya ! i'm gonna intro a new ice-cream today ! (Y)
is call "ice edage" , located at kovan ! (: it's so nice lah !
&& there's course meals & it is suitable for couple dates ! (Y)
it look romantic in it & look pretty nicer place for couple to go for their dates .
a quiet place (Y)
i love new foood ! & heartmall (ps,if spell wrong)
there's a shop there food is like nice ! i like their tom yam soup ! omg !
their fish & chip is also nice !!!
ok , i miss hubby & i really do ! D: th feeling so sucks without him around me .
i hope to get my pay soon !!! (Y) , i wanna shop for clothes !
shall have a list of shopping list in my blog (Y)
shall blog tomorrow!! :D byeee ! i'm thinking to have a tagbox up soon! (Y)

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 || 6:14 AM

i'm back again ! (: shall update this space of mine . i wont let it rot .be it there's reader anot , i'll update my space.
put some movie into my iphone already (: like finally so i can watch while heading to places i'm going , so i wont get so bored !
& today i trained , there's someone whom i dont know who ! she look tomboy ! & she turn on her music volume so loud lah !._. & th strong was like SUCKS to th max ! damn it . spoil moood , so i also on my music loud than hers ! alight at th same station . omg. thats suay !
&& i know a new bubble tea shop is like KOI ! is also famous in taiwan ! :D
their green milk tea is nice! i like it so much . so i'm so hao qi about koi's green milk tea i went to try . it doesnt have any taste , i only prefer their milktea for KOI.
i shall take a picture of th bubble tea shop that i drank all th while for green milktea !
they got new type of pearl ! when you bite the pearl will have juice coming out !!! omg ! NICE !
i like it so much ! stop of my crap , i'm like siao ! ._. seriously i keep trying new stuff to eat/drink/play . (Y)
i always miss hubby baby laogong HAHA.
My office moving to near ang mo kio alr ! :D no i no need sqeeze for train towards jurong east or towards city hall ._. (Y)
i got many things to be done as soon as possible. shall list it out soon ! :D & cancel out once done ! :D (Y)
&& hopefully i'm like getting my pay soon ! D :
my post todays seems like rubbish only ! i love th way you're hubby .
big kisses & hug.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 || 9:21 AM

short post before i go for my beauty sleep & wake up tomorrow .
i got this link cause it make me thinks of my life.
my life was good & nothing happens . & now it turns upside down .
my name should not be good since my life is already upside down .
so make my name upside down too , it makes me think alot .
shall link people i know & close with . & i'll make this blog alive i hope people read it .
perharps i'll put a tag box in it soon & only i read th comments (:
than i'll reply to your blog . for now no tag box & anything just tell me in msn .
i love for who i am & what i have.
my family , boyf & sisters . they're forever there for me .
SHALL EDIT OR UPDATE SOON ! :D
off to sleep now & i love you.
i hope this blog there's someone whom will read it :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

|| 8:29 AM

okay , my new blog & a personal blog of mine. i'll write all my feelings here but no tagbox.
i dont want comments or anything . i just wanan type what i want . dont like it than tell it right to my face ! (:
& i'll link people soon ! (:
my picture in profile & music seems so fake . but it's not edited . cause th file too big.
so there's only linking & profile about me & my daily post . read it if you like it , dont like just go off . my blog my say . i love what i do or say .

& i'm quite contented for what i have now .
i'll study very hard for my o lvl next year & hit th target i want. i'll update my blog often if i got rants .
i bought a dress & a blazer . my life have not been stable for months , but i know i can do it.
i'll stay as strong as i could . i hide my feelings i act happy . but i cry when i'm alone.
i look at everything & knowing we could last & get married.
i'll update th spaces of mine soon again (Y) .